Inconclusive Ultrasound - what does that mean?!

Well, so much for feeling more at peace. I feel worse!

I went for my ultrasound at 11am, full of 2 1/2 litres of water - quite uncomfortable - thinking that I would be told or shown something to ease my mind after all the spotting. The technician told me we would have to do a vaginal ultrasound as, sometimes with early stage pregnancies, it is hard to get an image with the external. Good times. 

Anyway, turns out the technician cannot tell you anything anyway, and the doctor was too busy to see me. I was told to call my doctor in the afternoon for results. What a lonely, sad experience!

I went for bloodwork after that, then went to work. I called my NP in the afternoon, and she did call me back promptly. She informed me that the results were inconclusive. I told her I did not know what that would indicate - miscarriage? She told me that I am either not far along enough to see a baby or, yes, I may have miscarried. So sad. 

Tonight, as I wipe away more blood, I cannot help but feel that it is over.

More bloodwork Thursday to compare to today's blood results, and that will tell them more. Apparently I am high in some chemical/hormone or other which is good, but it doesn't feel very encouraging. Let's see on Friday.