Telling M made me feel nervous. I wasn't sure how he would feel. I couldn't tell him Sunday evening after I took the test, as we had a little family drama. I didn't want to tell him in the morning before going to work, for obvious reasons. I told him Monday evening, and I kind of just blurted it out, "Babe, I'm pregnant."
We have both said before how it is a shame that we didn't meet sooner so that we could have a child together. Especially when you are so much in love. We agreed that we are probably too old, and can now enjoy our boys and plan some adventures for 5 years' time.
Even so, his reaction was sweet. He looked at me and smiled, and then asked me how I felt about it. I should have known, the sweet man that he is. Anyway, since then we have both been thinking everything through. The practical side considers finance, travel and career. The emotional side starts to feel blessed.
We have decided that nature will take its course and we will accept it.
We will have a good life either way, as life has let us find each other.
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